The fingers that flow threw my hair.

The arms that hold me after a nightmare.

The stuff we've been through together.

Those memories will last forever.

The love; that only one has spoken.

The hidden feelings that were never awoken.

The fighting and making up.

The thought of us breaking up.

The alone time we've shared.

The idea still crosses my mind, if you care.

The dirt and rock roads we cruised on.

Not knowing where were going, just jamming out to a random song.

The sill arguments that we go through.

How we said, “We’d change!”, but never do.

In life we haven't been so sure.

But both of us know we want and need more.

The question now is, “What do we do?"

I have no idea, but I do know that I can't be without you.

 

The impact on my lips from your kiss,

Oh how much I dearly miss.

The impression of your hand,

Discovering my body like a new land.

 

The way you looked with feeling,

When we were apart it was killing.

How much you’re missed each day,

I would have you back if it was my way.

 

I know were no longer together,

And we can’t last forever.

The heavenly things I fell for you,

How I fell them oh so they are true.

 

And I want you to know. . .

 

I only call you when I’m drunk,

The time of night when my head is sunk.

I still want you to care,

How all things in life seem unfair.

I have the need still to tell all I do,

Because I’ll always have many feelings for you.

 

Sometimes in the middle of my lonely night,

I think of all the times you held me so tight.

When I feel out of place,

There’s that memory of you hand cupping my face.

 

The high times we just laughed anyway,

Not caring about what others had to say.

We could be who we were are,

Then there’s thought of you not being too far.

 

But it’s all over now,

And being just friends we shall.

My feelings will always last,

I still am thanking God for our past.

 

And I want you to know. . .

 

I only call you when I’m drunk,

The time of night when my head is sunk.

I still want you to care,

How all things in life seem unfair.

I have the need still to tell all I do,

Because I sill have many feelings for you.

 

 

You were there that night in my dreams,
and now you standing in front of me.

You were my only dream that came true.

Now with a touch, a magical kiss,
and a feeling I call love.
 
You were my only dream that came true.

I can feel your emotions, and hear you words.
I see the expressions on you face,
and the tone in your voice.

You were my only dream that came true.

Now with you, I like to thank the people above,
I can feel something real, and that's your love.

For now I know that dreams come true because there's you.

Is there really a feeling called love?
Do you really feel love or do you think you do?
Can you hoestly say, you can feel a word?
Could it just be another word we were brainwashed to think and feel?
Well if it's real how come I never felt it before?
Doesn't everyone get to go threw it?
If so why not me?
So, think can you feel a word?
I can't!

I'm feeling so lost and confused.
After you I feel shamelessly used.
My eyes were covered with a protecting hand.
It wouldn't let me see what was the plan.
Then the hand got tired of protecting my pittiful self.
Now I'm finally free from that dusty shelf.
I'm now in the world that people live in.
The one were people actually sin.
I was use to being sheltered from real life.
And now I have to get use to it, with a fight.
With you I was safe from all things unacceptable.
And I thought, to me, you were so reseptable.
Now the place I was shoved into.
And you the person I loved, did this,
I guess I should have known you weren't true.
It hurts but it's time to pick up and start over again.
Who will play in my contest and successfully win.

My hearts bleeding like it's been totured all the time.
I feel like in life I' am always paying for some crime.
The thought of being alive is too painful.
The thought of me having a life seems sinful.
I feel like all I' am is  a failure to the people around me.
I feel like I just can't act like myseld and  just be.
I don't want anyone to understand.
But if you want too try then and pretend,
that you alone by yourself and in a new land.
Pretend you're invisible  and people only notice your presents when,
you do something that causes a problem to them or their being.
Just walk in my footprints and see what am seeing.
I wont think twice about tomorrow.
I'm gonna end up deing from all my sorrow.
I don't want to just be here, but I have to much to fear.
Death to me is just another course I have to get threw.
Nobody can understand not even you.
You may think you know from what I wrote.
That's not the half of what's eating aways in my head so, listen to my las quote,

Everything that happens is your destiny.
But if you just think you can't bare to live because it's to hard.
Don't take yourself our of the world.
Just look forward to the day you don't have to dread waking up.
So live your life as free and happy as you can. Because you are you and you're
the only person you have to be true too.

I love all people who feels the way I do.
See someone cares. See you're not alone as much as you think.

I was so wrong and lost.
I couldn't see it in front of my face.
I was so blind and I didn't see the case.
But now I can see the truth.
He loves you and I don't need proof.
Your all he wants and ever needs.
All I have to do is fix my heart that bleeds.
I just want to say congratulations,
you took away my heart.
I was waiting all my life for him.
But now I see my chances were slim.
He will always be in my thoughts, in my memories.
I'm sorry I couldn't see that he wasn't meant for me.
Your all he wants and ever needs.
All I have to do is fix my heart that bleeds.

I lay my head down,
I fall asleep,
when I wake up your face is what I see.
I feel your smooth skin,
kiss your sweet lips,
and think God over and over again.
You give me butterflies at barely a touch.
That my stomach makes a fuss.
I just wanted to think you for,
being there without questions asked,
and knowing just what I need to feel blessed.

They pain that follows the hurt.
The whole that falls to the pit of your being.
They only feel the last of their life.
They hurt and want to be understood, that they are not happy
Why do they need to express that their bleeding inside and out.
Their eyes are like black coals.
Their hearts had stopped and no longer are alive.
Why so beaten, why so dead.
My eyes and ears don't understand, but my heart does.
They were wronged, they were tortured.
What are they?
They, are people who have lost their love.
Lost their everything.