My hearts bleeding like it's been totured all the time.
I feel like in life I' am always paying for some crime.
The thought of being alive is too painful.
The thought of me having a life seems sinful.
I feel like all I' am is  a failure to the people around me.
I feel like I just can't act like myseld and  just be.
I don't want anyone to understand.
But if you want too try then and pretend,
that you alone by yourself and in a new land.
Pretend you're invisible  and people only notice your presents when,
you do something that causes a problem to them or their being.
Just walk in my footprints and see what am seeing.
I wont think twice about tomorrow.
I'm gonna end up deing from all my sorrow.
I don't want to just be here, but I have to much to fear.
Death to me is just another course I have to get threw.
Nobody can understand not even you.
You may think you know from what I wrote.
That's not the half of what's eating aways in my head so, listen to my las quote,

Everything that happens is your destiny.
But if you just think you can't bare to live because it's to hard.
Don't take yourself our of the world.
Just look forward to the day you don't have to dread waking up.
So live your life as free and happy as you can. Because you are you and you're
the only person you have to be true too.

I love all people who feels the way I do.
See someone cares. See you're not alone as much as you think.

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