I feel like I'm crashing in to a sea of nothing.
I feel numb and my body can't feel anthing that gets close.
My dreams are how I exscape from the world that I don't belong in.
In my dreams I fly to my make-beleive fantasy.
I cry a tear for the person that can't go and exscape.
I find myself screaming at the top of my lungs from fustration.
I bleed inside and I want to be healed.
Everything I try to do I end up falling back to the ground.
I'm scared that I'll be in danger that I'll do something wrong again.
I shut out everything away from me.
 I live in fear that I will stay this way forever.
I wish just once to be normal.
Now am fake and I pretend that I' am someone I'm not.
It finally hit me that this illusion is real.
I feel like I'm going insane and I'm giong to jump over the edge.
I have to remind myself to breathe and calm down this will pass like always.
The world that I was alive in is broken.
I finally figured out that theres only a couple of ways out.
Death will come and release me from my hell.